holiday is over

i know i haven't posted a blog for a week, maybe more than a week, yes. im so sorry because i think i enjoyed my holiday too much? NOT. the first week of holiday, first two days occupied with schooldays which means, only wednesday thrusday friday saturday and sunday left, i spent it like a real holiday. whoops i forgot to tell you, after the two weeks of lebaran holiday, im going to have a mid-term exams which is always hold every three months. just like what they said, there is nothing that's always good. there must have been something yer right in the end after the lebaran break i have exams. so, i spent the first week really enjoying my holiday shopping and having lunch and dinner outside my house, cause no maids are available so we went to restaurant instead. i went to GI and i spent the first week's sunday at GI from 12o'clock till night i guess i have so much fun so i promised myself to start studying on the second week of holiday. well its a hooooooly day so my plan didnt go as i expected it to run well at least ive planned it right? ive planned to study physics on monday but it turned out my mom asked me to go to hypermart with her to do some grocery shopping so i ditch my physics, well i do read a bit later at night. the following days i think i study but not like from morning until night ... the days go on tuesday wednesday thursday, the only thing that ive learned is only physics biology and chemistry, i havent touched math yet... until friday, this is the point where i shop again! ive promised myself not to shop again because i have spent too much money but oh well, i bought an overall of 7 clothes that day what a shock right! and here it goes, on saturday i went to PI and have the whole entire saturday night with my mom. a date with my mom :) while everyone is with their couple, but i have a good enough time with my mom :) i have a dinner in kitchenette then off we go shopping again! uhh its really hard not to shop. so i bought this really nice juicy couture leather bag. my mom fell in love at first sight i think because she insisted of buying the bag hahaha. she loved the rare color. it's green. i love it too :) and i think im going to buy the wallet to match with the bag. oh and my mom bought a sneaker :D now it's sunday already and tommorow im going to face physics and ICT exams while ive been wasting my time since the afternoon until now. i only spend like really an hour to review my tests. ah i surrender this exams to God.

well thats all about my holiday. im sorry i havent posted anything during the holiday. ciao guys i have to learn physics again and ict i guess. now im really worried about my math and statistic.

my sweet sixteen birthday dinner

since it was all really a sudden, many of my friends can't come to my dinner. as a result, only a total of 15 people that made it to my birthday dinner celebrating my turning-into-sixteen day. some of them have gone overseas; my friend timothy went to hongkong on the saturday, and vincent to australia exactly on that day. david, ivana, joe, alberta, ines can't also made it for some reasons. however i really appreciate those who came and i wanted to thank all of you in making my sixteen birthday dinner memorable :) oh and also thank you for the gifts ;) i really love it.

where?  PEPeNERO, Graha Niaga, Jl. Jend. Sudirman Lot 11A
when?   September 7, 2010, 6 p.m.

to keep it as a memory, my friend took the pictures. thank you to kelly suhardiman :)

olivia and jess

                        

the three best friends :) priscilla jess airin

yohanes daniel sharleen jessica

jessica and coki

jessica and sharleen dancing 

jessica as a boy and steven poses as a girl

all the girls :)

all the boys and me 

steven yohanes wilson jessica daniel coki

thank you all for coming :)

my family and i :)

jessica and jennifer

thank you sharleen :)

i play piano!

kelly and me. thank you for taking the pictures :)

katherine and elena. twins <3

i feel extraordinary since im not the type of girl who wore dress often and heels! with jewelries all over my body. i didnt use ring or necklaces or even earring. well at least it's worth it to dress like one for my special night 

victoriajess

CAMP ROCK 2: THE FINAL JAM

as i said before, i ditch my family dinner (read: the dinner for my sixteenth birthday) to watch camp rock 2. well overall the movie is okay. not really outstanding, but i love some of the songs. wouldn't change a thing and introducing me. wouldn't change a thing is a song sang by demi lovato and joe jonas. it's quite a romantic song. it's a surprise the final jam song isn't really good compare to this song. the songs in the final jam are ordinary. what caught my eyes is the scene in the movie where nick jonas is falling head over heels to a girl. he approached her and sang a song about himself with a guitar. i do think it is very romantic and sweet at the same time. a boy playing a guitar and introducing himself with a song. if i was the girl he sang to, my heart will be flying as high as the stars and moons in the sky. yes i was still the girl who is easy to please, and fallen head over heels for a boy, a sweet and romantic boy. i do wish someone out there will do the same thing like that. i will feel like the most special girl in the entire universe :)

somehow, i do find nick jonas way more handsome and interesting than his more famous brother, joe jonas. everyone thinks joe jonas is the star, but i prefer the boy-next-door kind of boy who is really sweet and innocent. i find him more attracting maybe because of his romantic act? :)

victoriajes

the day i turn sixteen

finally, i can write again. it feels really awful when i can't post a blog because my laptop's trackpad is broken and i didnt even think to use a mouse. there are many things i want to tell you.

starting from sunday, on september 5th 2010, i was officially turning sixteen. yes, i got a lot of messages from twitter and bbm wishing me happy birthday. i was moved and i felt terrific and exceedingly happy. if you read my last post, you will realize that the day before on september the fourth is my mom's birthday, and we dont have a good night on that day. anyway, i started the sunday in church early in the morning then went off to starbucks. later in the afternoon we have this big family lunch to celebrate my mom and my birthday. we have a fun time yet i spent the day doing nothing till night. yes no special dinner because i chose to watch camp rock 2 premiere on disney channel. so there was no Social House or even Tony Romas. i didnt eat dinner and watch TV instead because i don't want my friends to spoil them for me; moreover we have math integration test and physics test since i skipped friday's class so i guess i should have stayed at home. i also had a big time that day to make a big decision where to celebrate my sweet sixteen. im kinda lazy though and i knew it. my parents are upset because i make it very sudden and so we have no enough preparation. so i decided to celebrate my birthday on tuesday, the last day of school.

happy birthday to my one and only greatest MOM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM

i could never do such things equal to all of thee sixteen years you have spent with me. nothing i could express to compare with all of your duties, your endless love toward your daughter. from when i was still a baby, i have been such a burden in your life always making you feel the pain to spend extra time. leaving your career just because you want me to feel enough love from such a mother. it's true that a mother's love can never be replaced by anything more precious. im honored to have such mother who is so dedicated to being a perfect mother and housewife as well. who teaches me from a to z and right from wrong. who will always be there when i'm sick and take me to the doctor just because you want me not to feel the pain anymore. who wakes me up in the morning and tuck me sleep under the blanket at night. who cooks for me just because you're afraid i got not enough nutrition from eating outside. thank you for worrying about me all those tears and hardworks are priceless. sorry for never realizing how hard you have worked only for giving me the best. sorry for never appreciating what you have done and sorry for sometimes being embarrassed. i'm mad at me now when i see how wicked i have acted i should have been really PROUD to have such a mother like you loving caring and so patient. 

God blesses you always, Mom

victoriajess

because we are made for each other

who says the couple should always have the same personality? instead, the more difference you got in each other is the more you can compliment to your partner. take for instance if both of you are talkative, who wanna hear when you talk? there gotta be a listener for sure. silence is a golden key and it is most needed in a relationship

victoriajess

i love you

i love you means that i accept you for the person that you are and i do not wish you to change into someone else

it means that i will always be there and stand by you even through the worst of times when you are really at the point you can no longer be strong anymore

it means loving you when you're in a bad mood or too tired to do things i want to do even though it's not easy to go through discussing things with you which i often try to escape

it means loving you when you're down, not just when you're fun to be with

it means when you are ready to tell your deepest secrets and i won't judge you for them

it means i care enough to fight for what we have and that i love you enough to let go

it means that i will never ever leave you even though you leave me a couple times because deep inside i still believe we still have a chance to make a never ending fairytale

 victoriajess

a light in the dark

this picture just caught me in the eyes. yes love will find a way. when you love someone, you will keep on trying until you get his attention. 

loving a person that does not love you

is like watching a star you know

you can't reach

but you need to keep on trying

the reason is that 

stars can fall

right?

never give up on love because with perseverance and endurance you will eventually get the one you love. when you keep on trying, he will eventually fall for you. even stars. you know you can't reach it but when you still keep on trying because you know stars actually can fall ...

victoriajess

wedding dresses melt a girl's heart

a girl is always longing for the time, the biggest day of her entire life, the day when she's getting married, when she's finally not living with herself anymore, when she's sharing a part of her heart with a man she finally trust. the thing about wedding is, the wedding dresses. i always fall for wedding dresses. always. whenever i looked at someone wearing those very beautiful, eye-catching, gorgeous, heart-melting, mouth-dropping gowns, i simply want to wear one of those and think of when will i met my prince. wedding dresses are simply stunning and i wonder where will i wear my own?

standing beside the man she truly loves on the day of their marriage with the holy vow they proclaimed... is every girl's dream of a perfect wedding with their gorgeous once in a lifetime wear- dress including me

When You Love Someone by endahNrhesa

When You Love Someone by endahNrhesa

When You Love Someone

I love you but it’s not so easy to make you here with me

I wanna touch and hold you forever but you’re still in my dream

And I can’t stand to wait your love is coming to my life

But I still have a time to break a silence

When you love someone just be brave to say

That you want him to be with you

When you hold your love don’t ever let him go

Or you will loose your chance to make your dream come true

I used to hide and watch you from a distance

And I knew you realized

I was looking for a time to get closer

At least to say “Hello”

And I can’t stand to wait ‘till night is coming to my life

When you love someone just be brave to say

That you want him to be with you

When you hold your love don’t ever let him go

Or you will loose your chance to make your dream come true

I never thought that Im so strong

I stuck on you and wait so long

But when love comes it can’t be wrong

Don’t ever give up, just try and try to get what you want

Cause love will find the way

i feel like really melting if a boy sings this to me with a guitar. that is very romantic and i can't stand sweet things :)

i wanna be the one wearing heels and you wearing your nike and we would make such a great couple by wearing the same color theme. i wanna be the reason why you bought the same color of shoe just because i have one. and you are not afraid to show the whole world that we are one. not even embarassed 

first day of september

when i woke up i feel fresh i feel brand new, maybe because finally the month is moving to september, my all time favorite since it was the month when i was born into this earth. a lot of things happen at school.

we started with morning class fellowship and since we finished early, my homeroom teacher spent the remaining time discussing about all the teachers and how we should behave toward them. it was hilarious and my stomach hurts to the core. i got this high pitch voice chinese teacher that is always yelling at all time and consequently damages my ears! the day went on and it's getting worse by the time we have biology test. i'm depressed because the test has nothing to do or similar to what i've learned yesterday. i regret sleeping late for studying. then we went all crazy and being so creative during english class with colors :D
i also wish my junior a late happy birthday, and he didnt reply it and said i was late. ah very arrogant and yes i was tease again during english class. why does it have to be english class